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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Re2: Ted Kennedy surgery a success

From: Carmen McRae Sanchez (raesancheztralala@yahoo.com)
To: brianpressley14@aol.com
Date: Wednesday, June 4, 2008 6:19 AM
Re: Re: Ted Kennedy surgery a success

that was fast, what do u live on yr computer lol

i also cant believe u use real words, punctuation etc etc etc. it must take u hrs 2 type 1 of those.

devoid of darkness lol just 1 thing 2 say 2 that, sumpn i could not say in class many times i was tempted, n thats FUCK YOU BALDIE!!!!!! lol

i wish it was devoid of darkness here right now. i am up n want 2 SLEEP IN but noise noise noise got me up, tyler in rm next door workin a breakfast shift n BANGING AROUND as he got ready, banging th bafroom door. one of those LOOK AT ME PITY ME I HAVE 2 GET UP N WORK EARLY dealies u know?? i yelled at him once, DUDE, SOME OF US R TRYIN 2 SLEEP!!!! think he liked me but doesnt now, tuf sheet, lol. let me sleep n i'm a pussycat, if thats what u want. must not be what he wants. wants to perform the drama of the gifted child, act 5: I HAVE 2 TAKE A SHITTY JOB I HATE N GET UP EARLIER THAN I WANT N I WANT EVERYONE AROUND ME 2 KNOW IT N HAVE PITY ON POOR ME!!!!!!!

anyway he was gone long ago, i went back 2 bed n could not sleep, figured why fight it, why shouldnt 4 hrs sleep be enuf 4 any normal person. why not check email???

if he apologizes l8r after his double ill say dude no prob, i just slept on the beach all day, lol.

playing places here a little, with ron gone 2 from whence she came no band (tried 2 get her 2 follow as u know)

i kinder keep my eyes ears heart soul open 4 sympaticoes at parties etc etc but nothing yet, but a little resto downtown has me on their calendar 4 next tues nite, not a showcase evening, tips and playing piano. wanted me 2 wear a cocktail dress, "where am i supposed 2 get 1 of THOSE?" lol. almost lost job at that moment. but want 2 play as u know, so will get 1 sumwheres.

think when they saw me they were preparing 4 th worst but as u say, just play n they shut up. i will play from that NEW REAL BOOK u gave me, love that thing. ordered another from amazon n am waiting 4 it 2 come, hopefully by next tues. i picked FREE SUPERSAVER SHIPPING which is always a mistake if u WANT something fast.

so n e way, yeah, one gig certain which may lead 2 more at same place. thks to u n gettin me in2 jazz. funny i always think of what u said: "u can play this music rae, u just don't think u can." n u were right lol.

n u know someone said go north n get a casino card n play AC but no no no no no way, talk about darkness, yes i want 2 play music 4 a living but AC scary, scary scary. just do not want 2 be there n take that money. might as well be a ho as do that. i just think of where that money's BEEN n where most of its going. brrrrrrr. no.

besides by the time i got a casino card from what i hear, i will be well on the way north, 2 vt or me. leaning twrd maine. Chad? who he? some kid i use 2 know lol. i would NEVER move 2 anyplace 2 be near him n u heard it here first. don't forget it.

i am leaning toward maine for other reasons which i will think of if u give me time lol.

so now subj change. glad yr wifey luvs the cds. i know i don't know her at all, not like i know u n e way, but th lil bit i met her really liked her n see how u 2 fit 2gether. like u 2 have always been that way n hard 2 believe that it hasn't always been that way.

i made another disc 4 her n will send along, have yr snailmail addy right here, maybe that was why i got up, 2 get 2 th p o good n early, beat the 8 am rush, camp out like chad n me did for phish tix in high school.

phish. chad. funny things that just come up when writing a friend. hard 2 believe we were so in2 that in hs but we were, both of us, both of us were really real n in2 that. if we had been doing it w other people we wouldve been doing fake things but we were th ones who did the REAL THINGS 2gether. i would apologize 2 every1 i know now 4 following phish in hs but not him.

not you either funnily enuf.

lol i just went downstairs 2 th donut place 2 get coffee, cute grrrrl at counter, hs kid, has 2 b, sweetie, reminded me of me back then lol.

n e way came back up n grabbed first mug i could grab 4 coffee n its that little gettysburg mug u gave me. n i never really LOOKED at it but it has all th landmarks on it, th copse of trees n eternal light n jenny wade etc etc etc etc (ross's conspicuously absent from mug lol) but then a drawing of lincoln and it doesn't say "lincoln" or "president" or even "cemetary" under his face, it says "four score and seven years ago" lol like that was his name. 2 funny. or am i just giddy tired???

think it is time 2 hit send so that is what i will do. may finish this coffee n go 2 the pancake place n TAUNT TYLER :P :P :P

attached as many mp3s as i could squeeze on here. n sending a real cd or 3 snailmail 4 u n yr wifey n kid.

having fun in the sun wish u were here lol. seriously so great 2 hear from u n write back!!!

carmen mcrae sanchez the first!!!!!!!!!!

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